What a way, what a way.

Did you hear about the magnitude 6.8 Earthquake in Japan on 1st January?

But Alhamdulillah it didn't trigger any tsunamis, or further damage to the Fukushima Daiichi Power Plant though it was quite a scare. You see, the Tohoku Earthquake on 11/03/2011, it was of magnitude 7.2 on Richter scale, in Tokyo alone. My apartment building shook rather violently than usual, and part of me was contemplating fight-or-flight. Only after the shocks subsided did I realise that my muscles were definitely tensed the whole time.

Paranoid? Could be.

I did not want to relive me losing a whole lot of blood because of nosebleed. Never again. Can you actually imagine the massive blood pressure going to your brain, your heart beating fast, only to escalate the speed of blood dripping from your nose? Head throbbing, stinging pain behind your eyes, blood dripping silently onto the ceramic surface of the wash basin. Oh, wait. It wasn't dripping. More like flowing endlessly and I remember pressing my lips together because if I open my mouth it would get into my mouth and I was close to puking.

And... urgh. Sick, I tell ya. Sick. It felt like shit. I remember my right hand being stiff from resting over the wash basin for such a long time and my left palm looked like I had just murdered someone without mercy. And my friend whose house I've been hanging out at kept looking from behind me, anxious. He passed me a toilet paper roll but I ignored that, and not until he massaged my neck through my jacket that I actually calmed down and now I shall admit that I was close to tears.

I remember losing 4kilos plus from all the stress during last years' earthquake. In a span of one week. Not nice I tell you.

.....................The heck am I frapping about? Gosh. -_-;;

Anyways, *chirpy voice* on another note, I bought a new eraser! Huahaha!!
What did you think laa..
Yes. Presenting... my brand-new eraser. Muahaha!!

Aight. Moving on to the next post. Toodles, mi amigos. :)

Long time no see

Tangerine: Happy New Year Everyone! *SFX: pon!

So new year strikes again and I am like, whaa? 2012 already? Like, really?

Whaaa?

Anyways, may you guys be blessed, as always.

And my NY resolutions are like last year: none. Cause yeaa I don't really believe there should be any cause yeaa ya know, them being redundant and stuff. Ha-ha. Yes, when we decide we must do something, then off we do what must be done. We simply do not have the luxury to mark such and such date to do such and such. JUST DO IT, lest ye shall be named my fellow procrastinators.. for I believe it's been established that yours truly is a magnificent one. Aha.

Aight. With that, adios, mi amigos.

must... keep... writing...

thesis.

And major nosebleed ain't helping much.

#random things i like.love.want.

★ Sweet old couples like my grandparents.
I so would want a marriage like theirs.
I pray that my parents will be like that, too.
Aging together. In love forever. (wah cheesy hoho)
Blessed.
Bliss.

Love.

Fillah.

Same old same old.

I age one year older today at 1:18a.m..

And four years later, I am still the loser.
I still hate myself for not improving.
For not taking chances.

I know.
In Surah Al-Baqarah verse 286:
"Allah does not burden any soul with more than it can bear."[2:86]

Allah The Most Merciful, The Most Forgiving.

I try. I must keep trying.
So please never cease to guide me, La ilahaillallah, Rabbul 'arshil 'azim.